“I think my depression is getting worse, but I’m to numb to tell.
For I have no motivation for anything, and the thought of having to do something makes me want to cry, but not cry of pain or hurt, or loneliness but of “I’m so done” kind of cry and I think that’s the most heartbreaking kind of all.”
If anyone out there is reading this or cares, I just want to say that I am NOT okay no matter what I say. I may say that I am okay when people ask me, or come up with a reason why I am sitting in silence, But on the inside I am screaming. I am shouting and crying and in pain. Inside I am scared, lonely, and detached from the world. A storm of emotions is fighting inside my head and I do not know what to do with them or how to handle it. I do not know how to express my emotions to others in a way that they understand, and I do not what others to feel pity for me. But. it is like I am watching the world through a glass wall and everyone around me doesn’t hear what I am saying and just smiles and waves at me as they pass. and then at other times I sit and feel nothing. I want to do nothing, I feel nothing, I think about literally nothing and it is like I am disconnected to everything around me and like I am not living at all.
Meet the faces of the “I’m Sorry” campaign, a group of Christians who go to Chicago’s pride celebrations every year to apologize for their past hateful actions against LGBT people. The group started in 2010 and has since moved to other cities across the world. This is what love looks like. (via the Advocate)
As I scrolled through this photoset I was honeslt expecting to find like three dozen comments added bashing allies lmao
Life is short. Go out and live while you still can! Because you only get one chance to live it right.
